Self-realisation: Part I

Its been a couple of days now since I posted "Saddest day in my life". And how am I feeling now? Good. Not terrific, but still good.

The past 3 days I have been out drinking and partying with friends. On the first night, we went for dinner, then bowling then to a pub to drink. My friend Simon was there. On the way to the pub, Simon's ex calls him and asks to come. She came, brought some of her unannounced friends and pretty much chilled with us. At the end of the night I drove Simon home. I noticed he drank a lot back at the pub and now hes talking a lot to me, concerning his ex.

When we got to his house, we just sat in the car parked outside in the driveway and talked about his ex and mine.

The experiences we both had with our individual ex' was on such a high congruency level it shocked me to the point of realizing something. All this time I was fighting the battle myself because whenever I broke down emotionally and cried, it was to myself at night. Only 2 other of my closest friends knew how bad I took things. Yet sitting next to me was another man going through the exact experience as I am, possibly even worst.

It made me realise a lot of things. No matter how bad of a situation I am in, there are other people in this world right now who are having it 100 times worst and taking it better than me. My relationship case is not a unique one. I always thought that I was the only one to have such bad luck falling for that type of girl who is a one and only. How foolish I was. I just dug my own hole and couldn't climb out of it cause it was too big. I couldn't stop digging before because I didn't know how to. After taking a big step back, I have now come to terms with reality and am congruent with my life.

Its my life!

(See how its not just 'Its my life.' That would be emo, but my life is exciting! xD)